Hellaur!!!!! My rambling page where I ramble everywhere all over the place

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Date: 14/01/2024

Mood: whimsy

First Entry

I've been having a lot of fun with my art recently, specifically my digital art, unfortunately I've lost my interest in painting! Which, completely fucking surprised me because like what??? I've been obsessed with painting since forever, a friend said it may just be burnout, I hope it is.

I'll most definetely be experimenting more now with making gif collages of my art! It's so fun!!.

Date: 14/09/25

Mood: bnuy

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Wanna learn how coding works teehee so I might as well go back to this. I also wanna post my art somewhere else where I won't end up doomscrolling for 5 hours straight. (I honestly never check this website outside of just looking at my own website)

Life has been very strange lately. I got two games I wanna play so badly (Silksong and Lollipop Chainsaw) but I just spent my money on buying matcha powder, oh well.

I also recently broke up with my boyfriend. That wasn't very fun. Like at all. To this day I still pingpong between thinking I loved him or not. Eitherway the breakup was needed, he needed someone who wouldn't doubt their love for him. He was a sweet guy! Very sweet, if I was more of an asshole than I already am I'd probably just continue to date him. Which is exactly why I should probably stay out of romantic relationships for the foreseeable future. Atleast until I have a grand character arc of some kind. LORRRDDDDD the things I'd do to be a completely different person!!! I could've been way cooler and prettier and have BOOBS or something

Date: 30/09/25

Mood: ahihihihi

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WUAAAAA I swear I haven't forgotten about this site!!!! College has just been a lot recently cuz I wanna be part of an honor roll for once (or I guess in this case it's called a Dean's List) and my Freehand Drawing teacher likes to give us 4 new art assignments every week. I'm not even exaggerating when I say that!!!!

In other words! My bday is nearing!! Woo!! Me and two other friends will be watching the Hamilton movie to celebrate since it's showing in theaters in my country!! One of them will drain their wallets for me for books teehee!!!!

Also!! I've been super social at my new college lately I'm having a lot of fun with it teehee. I've realized I thrive better in an environment where it doesn't feel like everyone around me has boxed me into a certain archetype. Not that I blame people for doing that!! It also helps that everyone around me are mostly gay art students. SIGH September has been such a bad horrible no good month but! There has been a number of good moments as well. Lurong ako or something idk I've been having my friend who's waray teach me some waray WUAHAHA. Lurong tas eroy tas birat kaman >:P sorry anyways continuing I've been in a constant cycle of hating myself, hating everyone else, and then clarity and the clarity doesn't really last for long but but but I have't had a bout of sudden hatred for myself in a while so WE WIN!!!!!!!!

Regarding this site!!! I am currently trying to figure out how I am supposed to code an image gallery!! I will get there soon I promise!!! This site will definitely go through a HUUGEEEEE renovation when I get my stuff together!!!! Okay!!! That's it for now!!! See you soon!! (hopefully)

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